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  • Book cover of The Lessons He Learned After Hours
    Andini Citra

     · 2025

    "I was going to ruin him, and he was going to thank me for it." (Chapter 1: The Thirst Trap) "I let the towel drop to the floor. It landed with a soft, muffled sound. He froze mid-motion, his eyes widening in shock and raw, unadulterated lust... I was completely exposed, completely vulnerable, and I had never felt more powerful." (Chapter 5: Atlantic City) "I had broken him down to his component parts—his loyalty, his guilt, his desire—and I rebuilt him into a creature perfectly designed for my pleasure." (Epilogue: The New Arrangement) *** The Lessons He Learned After Hours Robert Miller believed he was a good man, a man who lived by the rules. He was a devoted husband, a respected senior analyst, a predictable creature of habit. But beneath the crisp collar of his button-down shirt, a quiet desperation simmered—a hunger he couldn't name, born from a honeymoon that was more frustration than fantasy. He didn't know he was starving until he met his new teacher. And she wasn't on the company's payroll. Jasmine Chen, the junior analyst with eyes that saw too much, understood the unspoken language of desire. From her desk across the aisle, she watched the cracks form in his perfect facade and knew she held the curriculum that could shatter it completely. His real education began after hours, in the cathedral-like silence of the empty office. The first lesson wasn't about data or deadlines; it was about the intoxicating scent of a woman's perfume lingering in the air long after she's walked away. It was about the subtle electricity of fingers brushing against his during a file transfer, and the way the whisper of a zipper in a quiet room could be louder than a scream. He learned that a woman's mouth could teach him more about focus than any corporate seminar, and that surrender could feel terrifyingly like relief. The classroom soon expanded beyond the sterile walls of Sterling & Finch, moving to the anonymous intimacy of hotel suites and the whiskey-soaked darkness of her Manhattan apartment. The syllabus grew to include the weight of a lie on a phone call home, the art of composing a text message that was both a promise and a threat, and the exquisite algebra of risk and reward. He discovered that the taste of forbidden fruit was secondary to the thrill of stealing it, and that the most potent aphrodisiac wasn't her body, but her complete and utter control over his. Under her tutelage, he transformed. The reluctant student, haunted by guilt, slowly became an eager participant, craving the next assignment. He learned that power wasn't in resistance, but in the sweet, terrifying release of giving in. He mastered the subtle art of the double life, becoming fluent in a language spoken only in shared glances over a conference table and the silent pressure of a knee under the tablecloth. He was her star pupil, and his final exam was to become a man his own wife would no longer recognize. For every rule of his marriage he broke, he mastered a new one of hers. His life became a masterclass in deception, his soul the final project. But in a curriculum built on desire and destruction, the final lesson is always the most dangerous. Because what happens when the student has learned everything his teacher has to offer? What happens when he's finally ready to graduate?

  • Book cover of That Night With No Barriers Between Us
    Andini Citra

     · 2025

    She will have the man, but I have his monster. And in a strange, twisted way, I know I have the better part of him. (Ch: The Acceptance) Nicole Sterling had built a fortress around her heart, calling it discipline when it was truly fear. From the 47th floor of a Manhattan skyscraper, she was a queen in her corporate kingdom—a sharp, untouchable single mother who had traded passion for the clean, predictable lines of success. She believed she was complete, that her life, with her daughter and her career, needed nothing more. She had convinced herself that the faint, lonely ache deep inside her was just the phantom pain of a life she no longer wanted. Then came Kevin. Younger, brilliant, and engaged to be married, he was supposed to be safe territory. He was her subordinate, a rising star on her team whose talent she respected and whose personal life she professionally ignored. But he saw something others didn't. He saw the cracks in the fortress walls, the woman beneath the armor. And in the heady, intoxicating glow of a career-defining victory, he didn't see a barrier; he saw an invitation. It was supposed to be one night of celebration. But as the crowd thinned and the expensive whiskey worked its magic, the air between them grew thick with unspoken words. The corporate armor melted away, leaving only the raw, undeniable pull of a man and a woman. It was a conversation spoken in stolen glances across a fire pit, a silent, mutual agreement that the carefully drawn lines of their world were about to be irrevocably blurred. They both knew the rules, and they both knew they were about to break every single one of them. What began in that haze soon bled into the daylight, becoming a dangerous game played in stolen moments in empty stairwells and the charged silence of the elevator. To the world, she was his boss, the woman in control. In the shadows, he was her undoing, the one who could unravel her with a single, knowing look. Their affair became an addiction, a secret language of shared risk where the taste of his mouth was more potent than any success, and the scent of her perfume on his collar was a promise of the ruin to come. That night was supposed to be an exception, a singular lapse in judgment. But when there are no barriers, you don’t just let someone in; you let them see everything. They didn't just break the rules—they broke each other open, discovering a raw, desperate hunger that threatened to consume their careers, his engagement, and her carefully constructed life. Because once you know what it feels like to be truly seen by someone, putting the walls back up is no longer an option. Contents: The Fortress—1 The Victory—19 The Celebration—39 The Point of No Return—59 The Transgression—77 The Morning After—99 The Relapse—119 The New Dynamic—139 Raw and Unfiltered—161 The Acceptance—179

  • Book cover of The Hottest Summer of Her Secret Life
    Andini citra

     · 2025

    “The man standing before me was no longer an awkward, nerdy college kid. He was a hunter.” (The Unmasking) “The line between coercion and consent had blurred into a haze of pure sensation. I hated him for it. I hated myself for wanting it.” (The First Taste) *** The summer air was thick enough to drink, hanging heavy and wet over the cracked pavement of Jersey City. It was the perfect weather for disappearing. That’s all she wanted—to shed the skin of “Amy,” the goddess from onlyfans web, and become “Anna,” an anonymous girl in a grimy walk-up apartment. She traded silk sheets for cheap, scratchy cotton and the roar of adoration for the hum of a dying refrigerator. But she didn't find the quiet sanctuary she was looking for. Instead, she found a pressure cooker, a small, shared space with three men whose own simmering frustrations were about to boil over. She thought she was running from the heat, but she had just walked straight into the furnace. They see her, but they don’t all see the same woman. One of them watches her with the quiet, obsessive focus of a hunter who has spotted a rare, beautiful creature far from its natural habitat; he sees a puzzle he is desperate to solve. Another sees a solution to all his problems, a beautiful key wrapped in female flesh, a shortcut to a life he craves just across the river. And the third, the quietest of them all, doesn’t just see a woman. He sees a deity who has fallen from the heaven of his computer screen into his living room, and he wants to worship at her altar. They don’t know her, not yet, but each of them has already decided what piece of her they want to own. Secrets, however, have a way of sweating out in the heat. A shared glance in the hallway becomes a stare that lingers too long. A quiet observation from an armchair becomes a hunt that takes place in the dead of night, fueled by caffeine and curiosity. He starts to notice the little things—the specific curve of her lip when she thinks no one is looking, a tiny mole on her shoulder that triggers a memory, a look in her eye that he knows he’s paid to see before. The apartment begins to shrink, the thin walls pressing in, and she gets the terrifying feeling that she is constantly being watched, that her secret life is about to be dragged, kicking and screaming, into the light. When the truth finally comes out, it doesn’t bring freedom. It brings a proposition, whispered in the dim, intimate light of the living room. A welcome party, they call it. A private showing for her most dedicated fans. A chance for them to show their… appreciation. It’s a suggestion that hangs in the air, thick with lust and the promise of broken boundaries. In a home with no real locks and no rules left to follow, she learns that her body is no longer a sanctuary, but a negotiation. And her only choice is to decide what kind of show she’s willing to put on to survive. This isn’t a story about a girl hiding from her past. It’s about what happens when her past traps her in a small, hot apartment with three men who know exactly who she is, and want every piece of her. It’s about a game of power where the prize is her body and the currency is their desire. After all, in the hottest summer of her secret life, the only way to survive the fire is to become it. Contents: The New Roommate—1 The Hunter and the Ghost—19 The Unmasking—39 The First Taste—53 A Desperate Plea—77 An Unconventional Audition—95 The Biggest Fan—121 The Proposition—137 City of Sin—153 The Morning After the Storm—171

  • Book cover of Their Lessons in Corporate Submission
    Andini Citra

     · 2025

    “You are not here for your own pathetic, fleeting pleasure. You are here for mine. Your body is a tool, and I am going to use it. Do you understand?” (No Respite) “Feel how wet she’s getting? That’s for me. Not for you. You’re just the tongue. The tool.” (The Switch) In the glass and steel canyons of Manhattan, Oliver Keane is a man drowning in good intentions. Every spreadsheet he perfects, every late night he endures, is a desperate prayer to be seen as adequate—by his loving wife who believes in him, and by the two formidable women who sign his paychecks. He’s a man who follows the rules, a diligent employee who doesn’t understand that in the predatory ecosystem of Sterling-Vance Consulting, the rules are merely suggestions, and his earnest efforts only make him look like a more tempting target. He thinks his biggest fear is a misplaced decimal point, but he’s about to learn that the real errors in judgment happen far from the safety of his desk. Laura Sterling and Debby Vance didn’t build their empire by being nice. They are architects of power, connoisseurs of weakness, and they’ve been watching Oliver for a while. They see the tremor of insecurity in his hands, the desperate need for approval in his eyes. So when a single, critical mistake gives them the opening they need, they don't just see a problem to be fixed; they see an opportunity. A mandatory business trip to New Jersey is arranged, not to salvage a deal with a client, but to begin a much more intimate, hands-on training program with their most promising, and most vulnerable, asset. Behind the locked door of a penthouse suite, with the New York skyline glittering like a web of captured stars, professional boundaries begin to fray, then bleed, then disintegrate entirely. The air grows thick with unspoken proposals and ultimatums that have nothing to do with corporate synergy. Oliver soon discovers that his performance review will not be measured in quarterly growth, but in the heat of his skin, the tremor in his voice, and the speed of his surrender. The lessons begin quietly, with a shared glance, an open doorway, and the slow, deliberate shedding of professional attire, teaching him that some negotiations require a different kind of nakedness. His will is systematically dismantled, his body repurposed. His resistance becomes a liability they are determined to erase, his every protest a challenge they are eager to meet. They teach him that true power isn't just about dominating him, but about showing him how irrelevant his own desire is in the face of theirs. He learns that his body can be a bridge, a tool, a piece of shared property in a game whose rules he never knew existed. He is taught the bitter, intoxicating taste of submission, where every command is a caress and every humiliation feels dangerously like a reward. Their Lessons in Corporate Submission is a dark, erotically charged journey into the heart of a toxic power dynamic, where ambition and desire become a single, dangerous entity. It explores how far two predators will go to break a man and remake him in their own image, and how a man might discover a terrifying part of himself that doesn't want to be saved. Because they taught him that in their world, the only path to promotion is absolute surrender, and the training is never, ever over. Contents: Monday Morning Mistake—1 The Pitch—21 The “Celebratory” Dinner—43 The Hotel Room—61 Point of No Return—79 First Surrender—99 No Respite—119 The Switch—137 The Shower—155 The Morning After—173 The Final Ordeal & The Train Home—191 Back in the City—209

  • Book cover of Our Last Two Weeks of Sin
    Andini Citra

     · 2025

    "Why are you being so gentle now?" I whispered, my voice a venomous caress... "Where's the guy from last night? The one who knew what he wanted and just took it?" (Liquid Courage) *** For Ashley Price, the countdown had begun. Fourteen days until she would trade her corner office overlooking the Manhattan skyline for a quiet life in a New Jersey suburb. Fourteen days until she would become Mrs. Daniel Thorne, the perfect wife to the perfect man, her ambition neatly packed away like last season’s couture. She had everything a woman was supposed to want, a life so flawless it was suffocating. But in the sterile silence of her meticulously planned future, she failed to notice the one variable she hadn't accounted for: the quiet, watchful eyes of the one man in her office who didn't just admire her power, but seemed to understand the cage it was built upon. John had spent two years worshiping her from a distance. He studied the way she commanded a room, the sharp line of her jaw when she was closing a deal, the almost invisible tremor in her hand when she thought no one was looking. He saw the cracks in her perfect facade, the deep, unspoken hunger she tried to hide. He was her subordinate, her project, her loyal soldier. But in the final, desperate days before she disappeared from his life forever, his quiet adoration began to curdle into something darker, more possessive. He decided that if he couldn't have her for a lifetime, he would have her completely for the time that was left. It started with a single, unforgivable moment after hours, when the city lights glittered like fallen stars outside the conference room window. A line was crossed, not just between a boss and her employee, but between control and chaos. It was a brutal, desperate claiming, a collision of his long-simmering obsession and her secret, shattering disillusionment. The cold, polished surface of the mahogany table became their altar, and the first taste of their shared transgression was as terrifying as it was intoxicating. It was an act that should have destroyed them both, but instead, it ignited a fire that would consume everything. That first sin became their secret language, a gateway to a world where there were no titles, no fiancés, no consequences—only the raw, undeniable truth of their bodies. The nights bled into a fever dream of torn pantyhose, whispered commands in darkened apartments, and the desperate, frantic search for a pleasure so intense it felt like oblivion. He learned the map of her skin, the sounds she made just before she came apart, and she, in turn, learned the intoxicating power of his complete and utter surrender. For two weeks, they lived a lifetime in the stolen hours, building a kingdom of two in the ruins of the lives they were supposed to be living. But the clock never stops ticking. Their shared world was built on a deadline, their passion a flame destined to burn out with the rising sun of her last day. What happens when fourteen days of sin are all you get? When every stolen touch is both a beginning and an end, and the cost of feeling alive is a debt that can never be repaid? Their two weeks were a perfect, beautiful, and damned thing, and this is the story of how it all came undone. Contents: The Two-Week Notice—1 The Longest Night—23 The Apology—49 Liquid Courage—71 The Rumor Mill—99 The Queen in Command—117 The Unspoken Goodbye—143

  • Book cover of My Body Became His Brutal Business
    Andini Citra

     · 2025

    My body was no longer my own. It was a tool, a piece of corporate property, and he was its sole user. (The New Normal) He was using my own involuntary reactions as a weapon, twisting my body’s response into consent. (The Point of No Return) *** From the 34th floor, the city lights below were a smear of fractured diamonds, but Anthony Romano wasn’t looking at the view. His gaze was fixed on the asset standing before him, illuminated by the single desk lamp that cut through the evening gloom of his office. He saw not his assistant, Jessica, but a series of promising data points: the subtle, terrified tremor in the curve of her calf, the way the harsh light caught the swell of her breasts, the involuntary hardening of her nipples under the sheer, ridiculously expensive lace he’d made her wear. This wasn't seduction; it was a market analysis conducted on living flesh. He was a businessman, and he had just identified the company’s most undervalued, and now wholly owned, asset. She learned to let her mind drift. While his hands conducted their "quality assurance" check, tracing the seams of the lingerie over her skin with a cold, proprietary touch, she would float up to the ceiling. From there, she could watch the scene unfold with a strange, clinical detachment. She saw a woman’s body that arched on command, a pair of tits that spilled perfectly from their silk-and-wire cage, a pussy that grew wet with a humiliating, traitorous slickness. She knew, with a certainty that was both a comfort and a curse, that this body would perform flawlessly. It had been trained, after all, to respond to the demands of the man who now held its deed. The act itself became a brutal form of commerce, a hostile takeover of her most private spaces. His cock wasn’t an instrument of pleasure but a tool for leveraged buyouts, each thrust a new term dictated in a negotiation she had no power to refuse. The steady, punishing rhythm against the mahogany of his desk was the only board meeting that mattered now. He wasn’t making love to her; he was liquidating her. He was fucking the fear right out of her and calling it product development, his grunts and groans the sound of a stock price rising, his final, hot load of jizz the signing bonus on a deal she never agreed to. In the aftermath, he would look at her not with the languid satisfaction of a lover, but with the sharp, appraising eye of a jeweler inspecting a stone for flaws. He’d note the sheen of sweat on her skin, the faint red marks his fingers left on her hips, the way his semen looked like a foreign substance on her pale thighs. It was all data. Proof of concept. Evidence that his investment was sound. She would lie there, a beautiful, ruined thing on his leather sofa, feeling his cum grow cold inside her, the sticky byproduct of a transaction where her body was the currency and her soul was the collateral damage. Getting dressed afterward was the strangest ritual. Pulling the crisp, professional sheath dress over her naked, used body felt like putting a slipcover on a crime scene. The scent of his cologne, a sharp citrus mixed with the musky scent of his exertion, would cling to her hair, a ghost she couldn't wash away. She would walk out of his office, her face a perfect mask of calm efficiency, every nerve ending screaming. The lines had been erased. There was no longer a difference between the Jessica who took minutes at a meeting and the Jessica who took his dick in her throat. Her body had become his business, and business, as he often liked to say, was booming. Contents: The Grind—1 The Unorthodox Proposal—21 The First Violation—39 The Silent Strain—61 The Point of No Return—77 The New Normal—99 A Glimmer of Hope—117 The Launch—135 The Revelation—153 The Confrontation—171 Epilogue: Ashes and Aura—193

  • Book cover of Where His Brother's Seed Was Sown
    Andini Citra

     · 2025

    The line between obligation and desire, between revulsion and pleasure, had not just been blurred. It had been erased completely. (Blurring the Lines) He was celebrating a victory that wasn’t his. And I was the traitorous architect of his joy. (The Joyful Lie) He leaned in closer, his lips brushing against my earlobe. “Congratulations, Lily,” he murmured, his voice a venomous whisper. “We did it. (The Uncle) He (our son) is my miracle and my curse, all wrapped in one beautiful, innocent package. (Epilog: One Year Later) *** In a marriage built on a foundation of fierce, unwavering love, a quiet poison seeps into the cracks. For Lily Caldwell, her husband’s sorrow is a mirror to her own emptiness, a constant, aching reminder of the one thing their perfect love cannot create. Lucas, a man whose goodness is as vast as his grief, sees his worth wither with every passing month, his hope dwindling in the face of a silent, biological betrayal. Their bed, once a sanctuary of passion, becomes a sterile field where devotion is sown, but nothing is reaped, leaving the soil of their future barren and cold. Into this silent despair walks a shadow, a solution cloaked in the familiar guise of family. Alex, Lucas’s brother, is a man forged from a different fire—sharp where his brother is soft, potent where his brother is wanting. He sees their pain not with sympathy, but with a predator’s clarity, recognizing a void he is uniquely equipped to fill. The proposition is not one of love, but of dark, clinical logic: a secret transaction in the flesh, a way to till the fallow ground and give his brother the heir he so desperately craves, a debt to be paid in the currency of Lily’s body. And so, in the sun-drenched silence of an expensive downtown apartment, the pact is sealed. Here, in a place far from the loving gaze of her husband, her body becomes a garden for a secret planting. It is a place where shame and a terrifying, unwanted pleasure become tangled things, where the lines between revulsion and response are blurred by a masterful, forbidden touch. It is an act of profound betrayal disguised as the ultimate sacrifice, a sowing of seed in a field that belongs to another, promising a harvest of devastating lies. The secret, once planted, begins to grow, a living thing nestled deep within her. Lily becomes a walking paradox, her belly swelling with her husband’s joy and another man’s legacy. She is a vessel of hope and a tomb of truth, her every loving smile a performance, every tender touch from her oblivious husband a fresh torment. She watches the light return to his eyes, knowing she is the one who put it there, but the cost is a shadow that follows her, a ghost that sleeps between them in their bed. Now, the fruit of this forbidden union is born—a perfect son with his father’s eyes and his uncle’s smile. The secret is no longer a whisper in the dark; it is a living, breathing boy, a constant, beautiful reminder of a debt that can never be fully paid. Lily is forever bound to the two brothers who define her world: one by a love that is pure, the other by a sin that is consuming. She is the keeper of a truth that could either save or shatter them all, forever tending the ground where his brother’s seed was sown. Contents: The Hollow Echo—1 The Unspoken Truth—23 The Unthinkable Proposition—45 The Counter-Offer—65 The First Transaction—83 The Ghost in the Bed—113 Blurring the Lines—135 Dinner for Three—159 The Hunter’s Game—179 Escalation—195 The Two Pink Lines—211 The Joyful Lie—229 The Uncle—245 Epilogue: One Year Later—267

  • Book cover of The Secrets Inside Her Black Sketchbook
    Andini Citra

     · 2025

    My body, the traitorous, pathetic vessel of my frustrated desires, began to respond. The shame of it was more intense than the humiliation. This wasn't just happening to me; a secret, disgusting part of me was participating. (The First Taste of Blackmail) The facade is gone. The lonely teacher and the secret pervert have integrated, fused by the fire of violation and reborn in the crucible of shared desire. (Dari Epilogue: The Muse and The Masters) By day, Samantha Albright is a professor, a woman of quiet authority who speaks of form, shadow, and the clean, academic lines of the human body. Her life in New York City is a carefully curated canvas of control and professionalism. But when she returns to the solitude of her apartment, another artist emerges. This Samantha exists only in the late hours, her hands guided by a fever her respectable life cannot break. In the crisp, unopened pages of a simple black sketchbook, she pours every ounce of her lonely, unspoken hunger, rendering fantasies of men so vivid, so raw, they practically breathe on the page. It is her only release, a secret world bound in black, where every graphite stroke is a scream for a touch she has only ever dared to draw. That secret world shatters the afternoon a student named Leo walks back into her empty classroom. He isn’t looking for a lost textbook; he’s looking at her, with an unnerving perception that sees past the severe bun and the sensible blouse. When his fingers brush against the edge of her black sketchbook, it isn't just a book he finds. He uncovers a map to her soul, a detailed blueprint of her deepest, most depraved desires. In his lazy, knowing smile, Samantha sees not just the end of her career, but the terrifying beginning of a new kind of education, one where she is no longer the teacher. His price for silence isn't money or a grade. It’s a practical lesson. A demonstration. He wants to know if the woman who can draw submission with such anatomical precision can perform it with the same skill. In the dust-moted silence of her own classroom, Samantha is forced to discover the answer. She learns that the taste of shame is sharp and metallic, but beneath it, there is a slow, treacherous heat—an unwanted, undeniable spark ignited in the ruins of her dignity. The secrets inside her sketchbook are no longer just lines on a page; they have found a voice, and they are beginning to whisper his name. Soon, one student’s curiosity becomes a shared secret among three. Her private world is no longer just discovered; it is invaded. They come to her not as pupils, but as masters, demanding to become the living, breathing subjects of the art she once created in secret. They want to be the inspiration for the fantasies she can no longer control, to have their bodies become her new canvas. Every line she is forced to study, every shadow she is made to observe, drags her deeper into a world where her art and her reality bleed together in a beautiful, terrifying mess. What happens when the fantasies you sketch demand to be lived? For Samantha, the secrets inside her black sketchbook become a battleground. To survive, she must learn that true mastery isn’t about the lines you draw, but the lines you are willing to cross. It is a journey into the dark, sensual heart of submission, where a woman discovers that the very desires that threatened to destroy her might just be the only things that can finally set her free. Contents: The Facade—1 The Discovery—21 The First Taste of Blackmail—39 The Circle Widens—61 The Apartment Invasion—83 The Morning After and a New Hunger—115 The New Dynamic—133 Taking the Reins—153 Climax in Chaos—171 Epilogue: The Muse and The Masters—193

  • Book cover of The Swinger Agreement with the Neighbor Next Door
    Andini Citra

     · 2025

    “A marriage is like a garden, Jennifer. If you do not water it, if you do not tend to it, the flowers will wither and die. And if you do not add new soil, new excitement... it will grow barren... Silence is for tombs, no?” (Dinner Across the Hall) “I am going to kiss you now, Jennifer,” he said, his voice a low, hypnotic murmur. “And if you want me to stop, you just have to say the word. At any point tonight, you say the word, and it stops. Do you understand?” (My Weekend Husband) *** In a sun-drenched New York City loft, where the silence is as expensive and polished as the minimalist furniture, Jennifer and David lead lives of quiet, beautiful desperation. Their marriage is a masterpiece of modern success, a carefully curated image with a hollow core. They possess a world of achievements but have lost the map to each other's bodies, speaking a language of logistics and routine where a dialect of desire once flourished. They are perfect strangers sharing a bed, each privately starving for a touch that feels less like a memory and more like a necessity. But life, in all its messy, vibrant, and unapologetic glory, moves in right across the hall. Maria and Jose are a whirlwind of sound and sensation. Their laughter echoes in the corridor, their arguments are punctuated by the passionate slamming of doors, and their touches—casual, possessive, and constant—are a public display of a fire Jennifer and David thought had long since turned to ash. The new neighbors are not just a curiosity; they are a mirror, reflecting every crack in the flawless facade of the marriage in apartment 4A. An innocent invitation for drinks becomes the catalyst for a proposition that is as terrifying as it is intoxicating. Over glasses of deep red wine, in a living room that hums with a warmth and life their own home lacks, an idea is presented. It is not a crude offer, but a modern solution whispered with unnerving sincerity: a formal "agreement" to solve a very primal problem. For Jennifer, whose skin has forgotten the feeling of a wanting hand, and for David, who mistakes control for happiness, the proposal lands with the force of a physical blow, igniting a terrifying spark of hope in the desolate landscape of their desire. What begins as a structured, weekend exchange soon unravels into a fever dream of discovery and transgression. The rules, so clearly defined, begin to blur with every stolen glance in the elevator, every secret text that lights up a phone in the dead of night. In another man's arms, Jennifer awakens a fierce, demanding part of herself she never knew existed, while David is forced to confront a raw, aggressive passion that both shatters and rebuilds his sense of self. The lines of the agreement dissolve into a chaotic and thrilling landscape of jealousy, possession, and a dark, new intimacy they never anticipated forging with their own spouses. The agreement was meant to be a temporary escape, a controlled experiment in a sterile lab. But they didn't just break the rules; they incinerated the rulebook. Now, bound by secrets that are as shameful as they are electrifying, the two couples must navigate the wreckage of what they've unleashed. For when you trade vows for weekends and polite silence for brutal honesty, the act of walking back across the hall becomes the most dangerous journey of all, and the price of returning home might be your very soul. Contents: The Echo in the Loft—1 Across the Hall—21 Dinner Across the Hall—41 The Fight in the Kitchen—67 My Weekend Husband—87 His Weekend Wife—115 The Unspoken Sunday Night—139 Blurring the Lines—157 The Weekday Summons—179 The Four of Us—191 The Silent Walk Home—217

  • Book cover of The Things You Taste On Borrowed Skin
    Andini Citra

     · 2025

    “And the most dangerous thing about the things you taste on borrowed skin... is that sometimes, the flavor never truly washes away.” — Epilogue: A Glimpse on the PATH Train For a woman like Emily Chen, who navigates the cutthroat world of New York finance with a predator’s cold precision, boredom is a kind of hunger. And in the tired, late-night eyes of James Carter—an old friend on the fast track to a suburban wedding and a quiet life with a woman he loves—she sees a meal she hadn't realized she was craving. What starts with a stolen french fry in a greasy Jersey diner quickly ignites into something far more dangerous: the intoxicating possibility of taking something that isn't hers, just to see what it tastes like. She never wanted his heart. She wanted the thrill of borrowing his life, of wearing his devotion like a temporary tattoo on her skin. Their affair becomes her secret project, a game of sensual dominance played out in the anonymous hotel rooms and borrowed hours between Manhattan and the Hudson. For Emily, every stolen kiss, every desperate groan, every drop of his release is a data point in her experiment of deconstruction. She is the architect of his ruin, and his body is the blueprint for her pleasure. For James, it begins as a single, thrilling misstep—a taste of a life less ordinary. But soon, the flavor of Emily’s touch becomes an addiction he cannot shake. The scent of her perfume on his clothes, the memory of her nails on his back, the echo of her commands in his ear—these are the ghosts that follow him home to the loving, unsuspecting arms of his fiancée. He is a man living a double life, and the skin separating the two is beginning to feel terrifyingly thin. Their clandestine meetings escalate from frantic, stolen moments into a dark theater of psychological and carnal exploration. It's a world where power shifts with every touch, where pleasure is a weapon, and where the lines between lust and possession blur into a dangerous, heady haze. As James begins to unravel, caught between the woman he’s supposed to love and the woman who is expertly taking him apart, Emily discovers that even the most controlled experiments can yield unpredictable, and volatile, results. This is a story about the intoxicating power of the forbidden, about the things we do when we think no one is watching. It’s a game of absolute control, played out on the most intimate battlefield of all: the human body. But when you feast on another's life, there's always a price. And the most dangerous thing about the things you taste on borrowed skin... is that sometimes, the flavor never truly washes away.